DEAR SHOOTERS,
I like jammin.
I know you're upset for whatever reason. Nigga probably fucking ya girl. Your girl lied about fucking that nigga. You mad. You broke. Your rap career not going great. Whatever I feel you. You’re not alone. I understand but my nigga. What the fuck that gotta do with us? Why you shooting in areas where great venues, businesses, and innocent people are? We are not your opps. We didn’t do shit to you. We just trying to jam my nigga and make it home safely to our loved ones.
I hate y’all. I’m not even going to lie or sugar coat it. I don’t really like to hate people or things. You’ve taken some very important loving people away from me and other people in this world. I understand the quote “Forgiveness takes strength.” I get it now. I’ve seen mothers and fathers forgive coldblooded killers for killing their children in these streets. I pray I can be that strong someday but at the moment I don’t like you and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive you. I’m sorry lord.
Last night you idiots shot up another art venue in St.Louis. Think about that. ART VENUES! Who would ever think they would have to worry about shit at a art venue? Fun is ruined once again because weirdos are mad at the world and wanna live out the raps they listen to. This happens everywhere. I’m reading about it too often. People come out to have fun and someone ruins it with their pride, ego, and immaturity. Now the people who actually use their brains for positivity and bringing people together for great causes will have to go through hell to book those venues due to your stupidity.
Look. If you want to kill each other. Do it on your own time and own block. Don’t bring that energy towards people who not in that life. Since y’all love to kill each other I have a suggestion. How about you all find an island. Take all your guns or whatever you use with you to that island. You can all live on that island and shoot at each other all you want. Since you don’t give a fuck about seeing these beautiful fine ass women at these parties and events and always have other men on your brain you can go fuck each other on the island too. Do whatever you want.
Being dangerous is LAME. I used to think it was cool when I was younger but I grew up. You’re not real. I don’t care how many people fear you or how many bodies you have. You’re not real. You’re still capable of being a clown. Violence is fucking stupid. I hate fighting and I’m great at it. I hate shooting and I’m great at that too. Nothing good comes from any of that shit even if I win. It’s a lose lose situation. Go rob shit that will change your life. I had a nigga pull his gun out on me and rob me of $20 7 years ago. $20 fucking dollars. I felt so fucking embarrassed. It was literally the most embarrassing moment I’ve ever felt and no one was watching. I only felt embarrassed because of my ego. Nobody takes nothing from Benny. It’s how I felt and I knew if we fought like men for the $20 I would leave with the $20 without question but as I got older I realized I had nothing to be embarrassed about. My life is what’s important and by the grace of god I made it home that night unharmed.
Nigga we just as broke as y’all. Robbing us not gone get you nowhere. Your life will not change.
I don’t feel like wasting anymore words on y’all so to end all this I ask y’all to just leave us the fuck alone. We go through things mentally and physically too but we handle it like adults. We wanna live. We like jammin.
Benny
