THE TRUTHS AND LESSONS OF 2020
Here are the truths and lessons about 2020
The benefit of the doubt is a myth. If I gotta give something or somebody the benefit of the doubt it’s a bitch I need to distance myself from. If i hear that shit imma tell you Benefit deez nuts.
Some people gotta go just off the fact they aren’t good people & never will be. Dr.Umar said it best some people need to go to sleep FOR GOOD!
You get a better sense of who you are when you’re competing with yourself. You miss out on your blessings competing with niggas that’s not even thinking about you.
The “team no sleep” boss culture gotta die. It’s okay to chill my nigga. You ain’t gotta be in Forbes because of a pandemic. It’s okay to watch Girlfriends all day. Relax. Niggas want you to write 8 books, do 50 live streams, run the Catalina Wine Mixer, and beat all the Pokemon gym leaders during the pandemic. Niggas read 20 pages of Rich dad Poor dad and think they can judge people finances, work ethic, and start a consulting business. You work at Outback Steakhouse get the fuck outta here bruh.
Potential is a concept of bullshit that is built to violate boundaries. Potential is possessed by those who have no business in your presence. Potential exists to make you look beyond the fact that results and truth are what matter. Potential can’t do shit for nobody.
Niggas is broke. I’m not saying this in a disrespectful way either. Niggas is starving and people out here not wolves no more. They’re serpents. I’m talking scales and split tongues. For crumbs niggas are crashing out.
Expecting more from yourself will take you further than expecting shit from anybody else. Do not place expectations on anybody but yourself.
Be consistent with what you love doing. Just stay at it and just enjoy the shit. No goals. No expectations. Just enjoyment.
Pandemic spared a lot of people feelings since I was in the crib and studio. I’m in my 30’s and I don’t give a fuck bout none of the things or niggas people impressed with. All the goofy ass wannabe influencer acting ass shit don’t move the needle an inch on my side cause I live in reality. All the internet shit is monopoly money. Fuck a like and fuck a follower. I walk in a room and I’m respected. My skin glowing like Caine Dayton’s pulling up to the picnic. I smell like the candles in yo crush crib. Im at a quality weirdos can’t reach and never stood on anybody else name, rep, or clout to get ahead. You’ll never see me out here shaking ass like these dorks.
Niggas really don’t love their own company. Love your own company. Niggas had to stay in the crib and couldn’t be in their own company for months that’s how I know niggas would snitch if they did a bid. How the fuck you can’t be your own peace? If you can’t be your own peace how the fuck would you be someone else peace? Keep your thirsty ass away from me.
Niggas can’t avoid red flags cause you niggas are the red flags. You looking for the red flags or mad you couldn’t see the red flags and all you needed to do was look in the mirror. You’re the fucking problem. No astrology, tarot cards, natural hair styles or weird spiritual shit is fixing this. You’re a disgrace.
The wannabe mean girls shit is played out. Saying shit like “I match energy” or “I don’t like my men friendly” and “I act accordingly” Just say you have a wack personality and go. Bitches almost 30 trying to be on that mean girl shit. They try to make being rude a personality trait. Nah shorty you boring stop trying to hide your boring ass personality behind rudeness and make it seem as if people get through your rudeness barrier that an interesting person waiting behind it. Spoiler alert there isn’t. Yes you’re pretty. Yes you have a nice body. What else nigga? You have the personality of a dodge neon and you’re incapable of holding an intelligent conversation and being rude is your answer to compensate for that. Just be a good person.
Nobody give a fuck about you being pretty. If niggas wanna give you money for being pretty by all means get your money but don’t bring that shit here trying to call me broke cause I’m not with that bullshit.
Never fuck with anybody that fuck with someone who tried to play with your name or disrespect you. Nothing genuine bout it. They not a mediator they are an opp. Distance yourself.
Just getting by not cool. Preparation is practiced by the niggas who really doing numbers. Opportunities come to those who are prepared. Freestyling and winging life only cool for people who work hard but have nothing to show for it.
The pandemic exposed everything. It didn’t bring out the worst in humanity this IS humanity. It brought humanity true nature out of hiding. I always say people are weird every chance I get and for the first time I realized that I was wrong for saying that. People aren’t weird. People are SICK.
Narcissism at an all time high but people are buying into their narcissism and truly believe that nothing is wrong with how they behave or carry themselves and they find excuses for it at every turn. This shit clear as day in creative communities. I love art because I’m an artist but this year was the first time I paid attention and seen that art is used to fuel the narcissists that creates the art. It has nothing to do with bringing feeling and dialogue to the people who consume it. It’s all about commerce, ulterior motive, and ego and the artist trying to disguise it as something else. People don’t want you to support their art they want you to support their selfishness but are too cowardly to admit it. In conclusion niggas is hoes.
In 2020 niggas lives was Neverland. A fake world that was built by fake people and refuses to grow and it’s ran by Peter Pan’s and Tinkerbell ass bitches all over the world. Their sacrifices weren’t made by choice, sacrifices were made because their lack of accountability forced the sacrifice to make itself. They’ve built a world that doesn’t exist and built a personality that isn’t truly them. They want you to enable their bullshit and lies. Participation in people’s warped perception isn’t my concern. Go drink bleach.
Pillow Talking has become a sport and these niggas are MVP. Pillow talking just not between people who fucking either. It’s weirdos who ain’t cracked shit speaking on other people and worried bout who they fucking. Don’t check me check your blood pressure bozos.
I don’t like the interruption of flow. I don’t like when creativity is disturbed by people who do not understand what’s happening in the moment. Only people who are incapable of being present cannot grasp the purpose of flow.
2020 happened and it’s not something we should just throw behind us and think it goes away because the clock strikes 12 Friday. The same mentality is what made 2020 a nightmare for so many people in the first place. Discarding 2020 as if it never existed will not change anything. It will make things worse. 2020 happened and that’s the tea. It happened and rushing to 2021 isn’t going to change the fact that majority of yall were fucking insufferable, selfish, and flat-out contributed nothing to better society in any capacity. In 2019 a lot of yall were saying and complaining bout the same shit but the only thing that was missing was a global pandemic.
Happy New Year Hoes.
Peace
